The foolish,egoistic creatures ever on earth R(A) = foul language

Sometimes i wonder how can all those people so confidently proclaim to the world that Hip Hop street style of dancing sucks...I mean, if they are the masters of it and they are able to dance godlikely, i wont mind if they say that..But now the problem is that, there are these bunch of people who thought they really know it, but in reality, they do not know any shit about it: these bunch of people think that hip hop dancing is gay and everyone can do it...Just look at the moves..Are they super impressive??Noo....Look at break dancing, are they impressive?Yess...So they choose breakdancing over hip hop, cos hip hop is gay..Oh well, to me, break dancing is a different genre in dance and i agree that their movements are impressive. But there is also beauty in hip hop dancing, where energy, teamwork, coordination, expression and passion really counts and tangible...And those stupid bunch of people think they are what?they do not even know how to dance properly..Dont even know how to dance mass dance..And yet, they so confidently reject hip hop and saying that it is easy to do and there is nothing in it..What utter rubbish from such uneducated person who clearly does not realize the art of dancing..You dont deserve to be called a dancer...A dancer is someone who loves dancing no matter what genre they adopt, and for sure, you people are not one...I mean, hallo????How stupid can a person be??Have u seen yourself dancing?Look at the mirror and see for yourself how fucking lousy you are even at dancing the 'lousy' genre of dance...You do not even know how much power, flow, techniques, and skills are used in every single movement of hip hop..You do not even know how a dancer works as a team..And worst still, u have come to insult people dancing hip hop, knowing that you yourself cant dance for nuts...Bloody insolent bunch of immatured kids....U might as well vanish from this world..We will live better off without those retarded nincompoops....

2 weeks..do or die

2 weeks to promos..And i just realised something that i have never realized before..2 things... Firstly, i realize that i tend to score worse in an exam or test if i did badly for it..Somehow, when i am doing the paper, there is this tendency of me saying to myself "you wont be able to do it"...As a result, i could not transfer my knowledge to the paper..I grow nervous and lose my consciousness in answering questions..It just goes blank and blank..Totally blank...and that is what happens to my GP, where it gets worse instead of better...And i wont want to know what my other subjects' grades are destined for....
Another thing that i realized is that i have been missing someone so far..Someone big, standing tall behind me..Someone who always supports me behind in my homeland, together with my ancestors and caring of my family..Now that i realized i shed tears more than when He was around, i start to cherish His presence even more...yeah, my God..And i guess it is a bit late for me to turn back to Him now..But, still, i miss those days when i am in my homeland...I need those people behind me..And there are none now....none...
2 weeks...will i survive?

NJCWD and first ****

Yoohooo, just posted one, but never mind, lets post another one. September holidays is coming, means time for me to study hard. jia you yoga!!! you can do it!!!Been slacking around for the past week, but shall start mugging tonight..Oh, found out that MY has been doing 'that' like since long time ago, hahaha, didnt expect that, but i guess Melvin is in good relationship with her now..That's good..
I am in choir store room now, and i finally understand how cil could stay back in school until 11 just to surf the net.It is so peaceful here, and you get to surf all you want. Most importantly, it is free!!! so,hahaha, having fun with him and we had M&Ms for lunch...
1st Sept 06. That day was one of THE most amazing day with her..Went out for a record breaking 9 hours date..It was tiring though, with all the tensions and stuff, hahaha joke...It was good that we exchanged what we thought of each other at the end. It was good to hear her telling her stories. And to tell my stories to her..Now that i am devoted towards her, i came back to the state where i do not even bother to look around for cute girls..I mean i still look at them, but i do not sense any more attraction. It's like i am dead. No more feelings. Except towards her. So yeah, it's good that i have finally settled down.
Anyway, thinking of my western dance, i have been performing for every single event so far(i mean for 2006), and would like to list my outstanding achievements now, hahaha
- NITE(NJC Dance Night 2004, Classical Ballet)
- SYF 2005 (silver, suxxx)
- Bukit Panjang CC 2005 (Syf item, with me being the solo)
- Shangrila Hotel performance (junior item)
- ITE performance (junior item)
- Aristal 2006 ( Combined Item, Classical Ballet and Elan)
- Street FEst 2006 ( Adi choreogprahed item)
- Henderson CC (Adi choreographed item)
- CCA BEST PRACTICE ( a bit of solo with Coco)
- MOE Teacher's Day Celebration (Mr.Gn Item)
I guess that is all, forgot what else i performed in 2004 and 2005..
Although Mr.Gn hasnt been having a good image to me, he managed to change my mind now. I used to think that he is quite gay and rude at times, esp when he said 'use ur common sense' to the seniors last 2 years during NITE. Now, after i know him, yeah, he is actually quite nice guy, and somehow i loved his contemporary, modern moves. Maybe i just love dancing too much,hahahaha..
Doing my best to create a masterpiece for her now..Hope she likes it,hahaha...
That is all for today...
Mug!!!!!!!!!!Must MUG todae!!!!

solved dilemma and scholarship

Hey, finally post an entry after few months of dormancy. Hmm…There are lots of things worth mentioning since I have not been writing anything for so long, haha. Firstly, my common test. It was utterly disastrous as I got marks that were not acceptable at all as a scholar. Throughout my whole life, I have not been achieving such scores in my studies. And this showed that I am downgrading. I am turning out lousier than the Singaporeans. And this is not what I wanted. During the interview for my scholarship, I promised to the interviewer that if they are much smarter than me, I would work super hard and never give up, until I become better than them. So, this means that I shall start doing that now or my scholarship will be terminated soon, which is the least thing I would want to happen to me.
4th August 2006. That was the day when everything in doubt was clarified; that was when everything became certain. Had my happiest moment one week before that though (29th July), and it was truly an unforgettable and joyful night. The night where every single angel in the world came down and spread the love to people. Hahahaha….
Hmph, it was quite ironic actually. Because i remembered just a few days before all that happened, it was actually the first and only time she hurt me so far. I thought she gave me zero hope by telling me straight in front of my face that she was reserved for someone else, someone who got a better look than me. And when she said that, all I could do was to put up a fake smile on my face… til I reached my hostel. It was one horrendous moment. The night where every single demon in the world came down to Earth and spread its darkness. And naturally, with me knowing her history, I actually swore to defy my will. I swore I would not do anything to step up during Asean Dance. I swore I would rather let her wait for another night when she had waited for three years. I swore I would not touch her anymore…But…I kept to none of my promises. My bad,hahahaha....And thank God, I did not. Because if I did, everything would be as good as over.
Blah, anyway, promos coming in about 4 weeks time, time for me to revise and study hard. Time for me to prove myself. Time to work..And stay out of dance for a moment…