A for Alone

Erm this is a bit random..But just feel like pouring it out...
I hate chem..But it is my A level subject..So i have to start studying it...
I have to start working hard on my studies...
I have to start balancing my dancing life and studies life..
I cant deny that once i am in love. most likely i will love that person more than she loves me..That hurts but anyway, its fine with me...
I cant bear with someone being too anti about chinese culture..If she so hates it, might as well suicide and hope to be born as another race when she cant even have a single respect towards her own ancestors and culture...
The days are going well..But i can sense that it is a fake 'well'...Well, hopefully i am wrong...Hopefully this is not a bad omen that i sense...
I do not like humans who get easily influenced by someone..
I do not like boring things...
I do not like people who are not punctual..
I do not understand human's behaviour...
I do hate humans..
I do want to be alone sometimes...
And today is the day that i want to be alone..

the end of an era

I saw her..My heartbeat stops..And my breath was taken away..
Next thing i know..
She became my heartbeat..
She makes me breathe...
Finally, i am alive again..
Hahahaha...
I love you =)