screwed....

okay.... i am screwed upside down..got maths integration tutorial, maths VA, GP presentation, Physics TYS, physics wave tutorials, econs essay practice, and song remix to do in just these 3 days to come...Seriously busy and i dont know why i just dont feel like doing some of the things...I just felt like giving up...Some more i got dance election next Wednesday and i havent prepared anything for the speech yet although it has been delayed for 1 week...Woke up late and came late for elects meeting today, and left my wallet at hostel, stupid careless me...I do not know why i am being so absent minded and not focusing at all these days...Maybe it is because of some mental problems i am facing now, like the relationship uncertainty and poor common test results, and of course, the overflowing desire to dance and just forget about school...

ARGHHHH.....i must come back to real world and start my hardwork...Or else, i'll end up being terminated from my scholarship, meaning my future and everything else is gone...Just like that....so....Wakie wakie yoga.....We love school, YAY!!!!must implement this deep in my brain or else, i will really have to pack up my stuff by the end of this year....

Aja aja FIGHTING!!!!!

PMS

Okay, i am in swingy mood now...Some moments i could just burst into tears, and some moments i could be jumping around happily...something inside me is burning...yeah..something...
Anyway, did not do much today, slack and sleep, eat and watch football, nothing interesting...
All these days i have been pondering: "Does she like or not like me?" and if she does, "does she like me more than how she had liked her previous crush?" I hate myself for doing this, because i know it is really pointless to think of this stuff, and i would prefer not to know all these..I should not have read her blog when i missed her badly...I should have forgotten her...I was strong, and now i am back again to the weak state...Oh man, i hate this...
Result for the worldcup 2006 so far:
Germany Argentina: 1-1 (Germany won 4-2 on penalties)
Italy Ukraine: 3-0
England Portugal: 0-0 (Portugal won 3-1 on penalties)
shall go sleep now..no point pondering again...