the 4th, the 8th, the 06th, the 1136pm

Today was an anniversary
Probably, it will never be one anymore for the rest of my life
Today is a very important day for me
Most likely, it is a very important day only for me
Today, I let the dogtag dangled on my neck
Definitely, only me
Crucified and in extreme pain. Numb has it become, and all i could do is to lie still here, with a hole on the left chest.

But let today be the last day.. She will remain someone special that I vow I will remember for the rest of my life. And I will protect the memories I had of her with everything I got. But let today be the last day.. I hope she will always have someone who knows how to treat her perfectly the way she deserves it. I hope she always has someone there to make her smile, though I can’t be there to see the prettiest smile I’ve ever seen on Earth. But let today be the last day, of me hoping that I will ever have that privilege again. Let today be the last day, that I say I love you, Tasya, my princess, my babi jelek bau ketek berbulu lebat.

"Goodbye My Lover"
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.